Why am I awake?!

Ok, so it's not terribly late...or early, but it's still past my bedtime.  I'm sick as a dog and have been looking forward to bedtime since I woke up.  So, why the heck am I awake?

I'm thinking about this blog.  This isn't something that I need to concern myself with at this very second, and yet here I am.

I want to blog more.  To share my thoughts and all that other good stuff, but I haven't really invested enough time in the process.  I write half-heartedly.  I think that the problem is that I'm not sure exactly what I want to write about or where to focus my attentions.

There are tons of bloggers who have everything covered.  What could I offer to those who enjoy reading blogs? I think I had touched upon this in my first post. I have an array of topics that I'd like to write posts on, and yeah, this was something that I started to keep me writing, so it doesn't matter if I'm writing about what other people are writing about. However, it would be really nice if people enjoyed reading the stuff that I post.  It would be nice if there were people who looked forward to what I post.

I just want this blog to be more organized.  I know  that there is a way I could add drop down menus and the like, but I'm not familar with codes.  It's all very confusing and hurts my brain.  I suppose I'll need to do research and try to figure it out if I want to be happy with this outlet. It bothers me that there's no rhyme or reason to the entries.  I'd like everything to be categorized so that when I want to refer back to something, I won't have to scroll through the list of post titles.

I know I could go to some other blog hosting site and have an easier time of it, but the truth is, I'm not sure how long I'll be blogging for.  I don't mind spending the money if it's something that I can keep up with, but I'm a restless person and flit about from one thing to another. This may last a year, or I could quit it in a month.

I really need to figure out where I'm going with this.  I have ideas, but they'll amount to nothing if I can't sort thoughts as I want to.  Everything I do is always half-assed.  It's starting to irritate me.

Hopefully I'll feel well enough tomorrow to look into some things and maybe even plan out more posts.

Dreams and desires only manifest when we actively work towards them.  I'll never get anywhere if I just sit, and wait, and hope.